I so want to be Miss Diana’s dog.
But Miss Diana said she likes cats, and I cried.
I know why I cried when I am neither a dog nor a cat. Because I am actually a rat.
I never expected Miss Diana to like me. I understand, all people like rikai, yoyuu, jouzu, tensai, and rich cute dogs or cats, no one will like the damp with disease of the rats.
But I still asked Miss Diana: “Can I be your dog?”
I know I am not destined to be a dog. But if she likes dogs, I can always be around to watch her, even if the dog she holds in her arms is always a dog.
But she said she liked cats.
She is still looking at me now, still teasing me, because the cat has not yet appeared, only I, the rat, creeping out of the hole every day, far away and her eyes.
When her favorite cat comes, I should roll back to my hole again, I guess.
But I still like her so much. Will she look at me more while I’m still with her?
Miss Diana says she’s going to spend every Christmas Eve with everyone for the next few days. I don’t know which people everyone means. So hopeful that this collection will do a cell swallow on me.
The cat is still scared of Miss Diana.
I’ll go lure her loving kitty in.
I know the slightest mistake and I will be buried in the cat’s mouth.
Then Miss Diana would probably pack my body up properly and throw it out the door.
Then I would be a pack of ratchips, hehehe.
I wish she would throw me closer because I still like her so much. Will always like it.
My soul looked in through the window, the hanging bell chiming softly, Miss Diana leaning lazily on the sofa, the very docilely performing orange cat sitting on her shoulder. The light from the fireplace shone on her face, and my frozen heart burned faintly in the wind.
In Chinese
我好想做嘉然小姐的狗啊。
可是嘉然小姐说她喜欢的是猫，我哭了。
我知道既不是狗也不是猫的我为什么要哭的。因为我其实是一只老鼠。
我从没奢望嘉然小姐能喜欢自己。我明白的，所有人都喜欢理解余裕上手天才打钱的萌萌的狗狗或者猫猫，没有人会喜欢阴湿带病的老鼠。
但我还是问了嘉然小姐:“我能不能做你的狗？”
我知道我是注定做不了狗的。但如果她喜欢狗，我就可以一直在身边看着她了，哪怕她怀里抱着的永远都是狗。
可是她说喜欢的是猫。
她现在还在看着我，还在逗我开心，是因为猫还没有出现，只有我这老鼠每天蹑手蹑脚地从洞里爬出来，远远地和她对视。
等她喜欢的猫来了的时候，我就该重新滚回我的洞了吧。
但我还是好喜欢她，她能在我还在她身边的时候多看我几眼吗？
嘉然小姐说接下来的每个圣诞夜都要和大家一起过。我不知道大家指哪些人。好希望这个集合能够对我做一次胞吞。
猫猫还在害怕嘉然小姐。
我会去把她爱的猫猫引来的。
我知道稍有不慎，我就会葬身猫口。
那时候嘉然小姐大概会把我的身体好好地装起来扔到门外吧。
那我就成了一包鼠条，嘻嘻。
我希望她能把我扔得近一点，因为我还是好喜欢她。会一直喜欢下去的。
我的灵魂透过窗户向里面看去，挂着的铃铛在轻轻鸣响，嘉然小姐慵懒地靠在沙发上，表演得非常温顺的橘猫坐在她的肩膀。壁炉的火光照在她的脸庞，我冻僵的心脏在风里微微发烫。